Darius Jenkins
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- Jan 21, 2019
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So I'm very concerned about the health of my balls. Years ago, I had a surgery done on my testicles. I had varicose and intermittent torsion. After the surgery, once the swelling went down. I took off the bandages and started squeezing my balls. To this day idk what led me to do this. I got so upset I did this and had to be admitted to a psych facility. In there, I did the same thing, I squeezed my balls again and tried to rip my scrotum open. I was trying to kill myself.
I pretty much damn near mutilated myself. I worry about it each day. I worry that I might have hypogonadism. I just want my testosterone levels to rise and want to feel manly. I don't wanna take trt. I heard about the side effects.
I pretty much damn near mutilated myself. I worry about it each day. I worry that I might have hypogonadism. I just want my testosterone levels to rise and want to feel manly. I don't wanna take trt. I heard about the side effects.