cjm
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I need brain energy so I can extinguish harmful and persistent thinking.
^Reminder of the goal of putting sh*t in the eye^
I remain in my head. My "ocular segment" (ref: Reich) aka my eyes have not released. Tight forehead, mask-like appearance, trouble moving eyes without moving neck, echoes of music or people's voices from days and weeks ago. Total bind.
I gave saline a try again. Not without a minor snafu, of course.
I emptied a Navage (sinus clearer) pod in an empty Idealabs bottle and put a drop in each eye. Woo boy, it was NOT isotonic. It's super concentrated in order to dilute for use in the Navage machine. I don't know what the concentration is, 30-40%?
It hurt but not for too long, not anything like the full mg of MB.
Going forward, I will try hypertonic (let's say 2%) and see where the pain threshold is.
My focus is GABA, feeling what that feels like.
Salt Enhances/potentiates GABA
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Side note: What I really want to try is VR therapy, something invasive but targeted and low-risk. A novel chain breaker!
"Recently, Dr. Barbara Goldenberg developed a further technique in mobilizing the eyes by, the use of a moving light upon which the eyes focus. This seems to be an important breakthrough in therapeutic technique. Here she offers the following comments on the use of the light:
I believe the light affords a unique opportunity for getting at the deep armoring in the brain parenchyma, hitherto untouched except indirectly through mobilizing the eyes. One may postulate two factors at work: (1) the direct photic stimulation of the brain substance itself, and (2) the pushing of the patient beyond the visual stimulus threshold so that he is forced to give up holding in the eyes."
The American College of Orgonomy
(excerpt from a book about Reich)