Back in 2018, I was diagnosed with MS as a 20yo male. The immediate response from my doctor was to give 3 weeks, once daily, of IV corticosteroids. The 3 weeks I was on this weren't the most enjoyable, I wasn't able to sleep, was depressed, and all the usual side effects.
My issue arises starting 1 week after my last infusion. From that 1st week post infusion lasting until 5 weeks post infusion was the best mental state I've ever had. No anxiety, no racing of thoughts, I was able to do everything I wanted to do and was able to abstain from every bad behavior without dwelling on the urges to partake in such behaviors. The mental silence and absence of overthinking was so blissful and I've never been able to experience anything like it since.
What I am asking of you all, who I'm very grateful for, is an explanation as to 1. Why this would have happened? 2. How to best replicate this mental state? (Or at least the approaches you think that would get me in the right direction) I do want to state that I know corticosteroids cause euphoria and I have to state it was far from just that.
Any and all theories and advice is welcomed!
Thank you again and God bless!
My issue arises starting 1 week after my last infusion. From that 1st week post infusion lasting until 5 weeks post infusion was the best mental state I've ever had. No anxiety, no racing of thoughts, I was able to do everything I wanted to do and was able to abstain from every bad behavior without dwelling on the urges to partake in such behaviors. The mental silence and absence of overthinking was so blissful and I've never been able to experience anything like it since.
What I am asking of you all, who I'm very grateful for, is an explanation as to 1. Why this would have happened? 2. How to best replicate this mental state? (Or at least the approaches you think that would get me in the right direction) I do want to state that I know corticosteroids cause euphoria and I have to state it was far from just that.
Any and all theories and advice is welcomed!
Thank you again and God bless!