gummy, I was able to kick a 10 year addiction to xanax and muscle relaxers, I did it with xanax still available to me. It was probably the hardest thing I have every done in my life and I barely made it through. I have faith,I can beat this. I am pretty hardcore( but not for hardcore porn! lol) when it comes to doing something I set my mind to. I do appreciate your concern and will still consider it even.
As I said earlier, this decision to stop porn(it was maybe a couple times a week habit, but still a habit). I am confident, it will be another step in making me a better person. I refuse to fail, period.
The last couple days I actually have been horny. No random hard ons, which I am sure will improve in the months ahead, but definitely horny. Last night, I was having what would have been a wet dream, but I woke up right before I was orgasming in the dream, and when I woke up my penis was jumping around. Danggit! I don't remember EVER orgasming in a dream. So this is definitely new. And the dream was so damn sensual, and felt so darn good. This only being 2 weeks into no fap no porn. So yeh, I am sold!
Since starting on Ray Peat, my morning wood is rock solid. It took about 6 months for this to happen. I was mentioning to my ex the other day I feel like I could tear a wall down with it if I had to. That excited her. But anyways, it had been years since having morning wood. But now its an every morning thing. Now, I just got to get over this mind thing so my wood will come to attention when needed. ED is the sucks. I am thinking of not dating until the reset is done.
As I said earlier, this decision to stop porn(it was maybe a couple times a week habit, but still a habit). I am confident, it will be another step in making me a better person. I refuse to fail, period.
The last couple days I actually have been horny. No random hard ons, which I am sure will improve in the months ahead, but definitely horny. Last night, I was having what would have been a wet dream, but I woke up right before I was orgasming in the dream, and when I woke up my penis was jumping around. Danggit! I don't remember EVER orgasming in a dream. So this is definitely new. And the dream was so damn sensual, and felt so darn good. This only being 2 weeks into no fap no porn. So yeh, I am sold!
Since starting on Ray Peat, my morning wood is rock solid. It took about 6 months for this to happen. I was mentioning to my ex the other day I feel like I could tear a wall down with it if I had to. That excited her. But anyways, it had been years since having morning wood. But now its an every morning thing. Now, I just got to get over this mind thing so my wood will come to attention when needed. ED is the sucks. I am thinking of not dating until the reset is done.