Before you start judging, don't bother, I know that I am and have been a complete idiot. I've always been somewhat of a perfectionist and somewhere around 2016 started believing in a drug could make me just slightly better without any side effects. Oh boy was I wrong.
I started off with 50mg for a year, felt great, quick and snappy, great energy, libido great. Bumped it up to 100mg since I wanted better gains at the gym and it was all good I suppose.
About a year later I had my first panic attack, followed by another one a couple of months later. I started feeling constantly anxious and the stress was getting really serious for a while (heart palpitations, numb hands, feeling like I was about to have a heart attack) so I decided to stop.
Now about 5 months later, I still feel constantly anxious. I know there is something wrong with me, I've never been like this before. What can I do? How can I heal and be myself again?
I started off with 50mg for a year, felt great, quick and snappy, great energy, libido great. Bumped it up to 100mg since I wanted better gains at the gym and it was all good I suppose.
About a year later I had my first panic attack, followed by another one a couple of months later. I started feeling constantly anxious and the stress was getting really serious for a while (heart palpitations, numb hands, feeling like I was about to have a heart attack) so I decided to stop.
Now about 5 months later, I still feel constantly anxious. I know there is something wrong with me, I've never been like this before. What can I do? How can I heal and be myself again?