Gadsie
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- Joined
- Jun 19, 2016
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- 288
I think I’m already in love with her, and she is in love with me too the way she keeps texting me and all that. We met yesterday night in the city and made out for an hour or so in the middle of the street. It’s so good but at the same time i have this deep sense of doom in the back of my mind. It’s like god is punishing me for something by dangling an amazing experience right in front of me but i’ll never be able to get it.Yh also like you should be having sex simply because it feels good, not to meet an expectation for yourself. That's a negative aspect of modern pornography, it robs you of naive, playful exploration with someone and makes you set a bar to perform like there's a camera on - or makes you think the girl is judging you in comparison to that. Btw if this girl sticks around, when you improve and start having comfortable sex you're defo gonna fall in love with her so watch out for that lmao.
I tried ghb a few times now and it has been underwhelming. Nothing good or bad really happened.
My next endeavor will be pt-141/bremelanotide, it’s supposed to make you extremely horny.