'peataphysique
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Hi all!
Backstory: Ok.. so I stopped taking a benzo (and many other prescribed hypnotics) for insomnia 2.9 years ago, I had been on a downward spiral ever since.
I had a couple of old accounts in here but I don't even remember my usernames, this is in part due to my awful short-term memory.
I was agoraphobic, had akhatisia, panic attacks, excessive sweating, random shaking attacks and nightmares (among many other w/d symptoms).
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So, I'm a lot better now, I think it was @DaveFoster who reccomended me to stop eating starches and it worked! (plus some supplements though) I've been on a starch free diet for 2 months now. I'm not agoraphobic anymore and I can get out of my house without getting panic attacks, I can properly interact with people again.
I get some slight anxiety sometimes though.
The supplements that have helped me a lot are bentonyte clay (2-3 tbs everyday, 2-4 hours after the last meal, Ive also been taking it for 2 months now), 360mg of aspirin (daily) DHT and progesterone (I hadn't took it for 1.5 months now, but I took it on and off for the past 10 months I think), 4 tbs of gelatin per day, bag breathing and of course medium-higher doses of LSD and MDMA.
I think I still suffer from silent acid reflux, but it's not as severe as 5 months ago.
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So yesterday I took a high dose of MDMA, I had taken it before... but this time... the euphoria was similar to IV hydromorphone plus something else... idk, I can only describe it as... feeling "saved".
I was in almost the same state as the woman in the video, all my fingers and body went numb from the euphoria, and I kept repeating "oh God" for hours... I feel like we humans are nlt supposed to get this high.
I'm getting like 2500 calories per day (according to cronometer) and I get all the minimum daily value of all nutrients aminoacids etc..
I eat less than 4g of pufa per day.
So anyway, LSD doesn't improve my skin as MDMA does so... any thoughs?
So, any other suggestions for my diet, or suplements etc..?
PS: I tried turmeric and it worsened my IBS, also, activated charcoal helps, but it's not as good as the bentonyte.