I believe all people go through an internal conflict from birth, trying to decide whether or not life if a good, nurturing, intelligent process, or a desolate, cold, mechanized process. This goes along with the famous Einstein quote about the fundamental question you should ask yourself is whether or not you think the universe is a loving supporting universe or an unforgiving hostile universe.
This is kinda deep and personal so don't read if you don't want to! I think deep down, we are never ready to die, and therefore desperate to live, until we have proved to ourselves without a doubt that the universe is indeed intelligent, loving and nurturing, or else we will always be in perpetual fear that after we die, we may simply cease to exist or suffer some terrible fate, whereas if and when we've proven to ourselves the goodness of the universe, then we also believe that this same spirit will carry on after we die into something equally or more positive. Life is full of 'winds' , a term I made up, which are unproven aspects of life within our consciousness...things like bad experiences, uncertainty, patterns that don't line up, confusion, conflict between what we heard/read and our intuition, ect, that have to do with or nag at us that...hey, the universe might not be that good ...and we continuously will suffer the fear and doubt these winds cause until we dispel the fears through experience. Therefore...asking for or looking outside yourself for answers doesn't lead you very far, because ultimately you have to face the fear and dispel it yourself through actually doing it, and seeing that it was only a fear, proving to youself the true goodness of the universe. We must through fire, passion, or frustration, jump into the fear, realize it wasn't something bad afterall, and ultimately realize the goodness of life as a whole
This is why I always respect people's personal fire, and why I believe saying things unproven by yourself, lying, or spreading fear is the most disrespectful thing people can do. When people work together, jump into the fire together, dispel fear together, and motivate eachother it is one of the most invigorating things and has a special aura to it
This is kinda deep and personal so don't read if you don't want to! I think deep down, we are never ready to die, and therefore desperate to live, until we have proved to ourselves without a doubt that the universe is indeed intelligent, loving and nurturing, or else we will always be in perpetual fear that after we die, we may simply cease to exist or suffer some terrible fate, whereas if and when we've proven to ourselves the goodness of the universe, then we also believe that this same spirit will carry on after we die into something equally or more positive. Life is full of 'winds' , a term I made up, which are unproven aspects of life within our consciousness...things like bad experiences, uncertainty, patterns that don't line up, confusion, conflict between what we heard/read and our intuition, ect, that have to do with or nag at us that...hey, the universe might not be that good ...and we continuously will suffer the fear and doubt these winds cause until we dispel the fears through experience. Therefore...asking for or looking outside yourself for answers doesn't lead you very far, because ultimately you have to face the fear and dispel it yourself through actually doing it, and seeing that it was only a fear, proving to youself the true goodness of the universe. We must through fire, passion, or frustration, jump into the fear, realize it wasn't something bad afterall, and ultimately realize the goodness of life as a whole
This is why I always respect people's personal fire, and why I believe saying things unproven by yourself, lying, or spreading fear is the most disrespectful thing people can do. When people work together, jump into the fire together, dispel fear together, and motivate eachother it is one of the most invigorating things and has a special aura to it