At my wits end - severe lifelong ADHD turned into debilitating fatigue

[questforhealth]

About your dream, idk what the fox is exactly. Your foot is something you stand on, could be your pride.

I do vaguely remember seeing parasites a week or so ago. Maybe I can start with that.

Also I don’t know if i’m convinced about the harleem oil. i’ve had die off from other things in the past but it comes back. Don’t know if I need to target some root cause. Not sure.

Dealing with some fever or flu the past few days. might be a big reason for feeling strange. I keep falling asleep and just had a dream where I was building a scaffold. or trying to. Strange world sometimes.

 

[Healthseeker]

I thought about your dream, what if the fox is some idea you had, that's why it was pregnant.

 

[questforhealth]

I thought about your dream, what if the fox is some idea you had, that's why it was pregnant.

I then picked it up by the scruff of the neck and paraded it through the countryside.

Last time I saw a fox when I was 12 I got so scared I jumped in a pool of cow ***t and almost drowned.

Why was the fox black? There’s even a black cow on my calendar and I saw a black cat stare at me today.

 

[questforhealth]

Also the fox had a loving presence about it until I shot it then it started attacking me.

 

[questforhealth]

Eating garlic seems to clear my head. Roman warriors thought that that garlic gave them superpowers but they were just treating lead poisoning.

 

[questforhealth]

Wtf is the point of going on anymore? Everything I try works for a while then backfires it seems. No energy in the brain to have a productive conversation with a doctor at this point.

I did the spit test for candida and it seems positive? (Look it up if you need to).

I don’t know what gives me the strength to carry on. No relationships no friends. Half the time I try talk to someone I just end up rambling about bs.

Do I just surrender myself to god at this point?

My mother won’t tell me the truth about what procedures etc I got as a child. Apparently born without tonsils....

 

[Healthseeker]

Just only eat steak and chicken for 3 or 4 days.
But, actually you want to be at your sickest when you go to the doctor, so they'll actually find the problems.

I dont know why the fox is black. Maybe it was a bad fox lol

 

[questforhealth]

Just only eat steak and chicken for 3 or 4 days.
But, actually you want to be at your sickest when you go to the doctor, so they'll actually find the problems.

I dont know why the fox is black. Maybe it was a bad fox lol

I don’t know what sort of doctor to see. I know an endocrinologist will just prescribe drugs which I don’t like the sound of.

I was thinking to start with a heavy metal test.

 

[Healthseeker]

Just see your family doctor. And be sick so they want to do something, and have all the bloods done and stool test. It has to be done.

 

[questforhealth]

I just slept and spent the rest of the night stuffing raw animal bits down my neck to give me strength so I can stop being a ****head and see some doctor... At least maybe try some antifungals and parasite medication or WHATEVER they can offer.

Going to try convince the absolute mugs to give me a cortisol test too if I can. But maybe one step at a time.

 

[Healthseeker]

They should have a list at the dr. of all the blood tests they can run.

 

[questforhealth]

They should have a list at the dr. of all the blood tests they can run.

Hopefully. But I overslept.... It’s impossible for me to wake up early enough to see them half the time.

 

[questforhealth]

@redpanda

Any experience using glutathione?

 

[questforhealth]

I don't have the energy to go see a doctor. I think I'm going to have to try get a handle on all this myself.

I am very worried as my mouth is starting to smell bad like as if I've stopped making stomach acid or something. I've been drinking apple cider vinegar and I think I've damaged my stomach or something stupid.

 

[charlie]

Dealing with some fever or flu the past few days. might be a big reason for feeling strange.

A lot of people are going through detox events right now. The last big solar ejection that happened on the Chinese New Year has sent a lot of people into detox mode. Basically your liver is dumping a bunch of toxins.

I am very worried as my mouth is starting to smell bad like as if I've stopped making stomach acid or something.

This is a sign of a very congested liver. The low "vitamin A" and low toxin diet fixes this. And its easy too, nothing complicated. You got this!

 

[questforhealth]

@charlie

Will I still be able to post once my membership runs out?

 

[questforhealth]

No way. What the hell. Turns out as a premature baby WITH NO BLOOD BRAIN BARRIER I was vaccinated the day I was born. Wtf?

I don’t think I’ve read anything so ****88 up yet.