I'm awake in the middle of the night again. I really want to slow things down but that seems impossible. My body is too revved and doesn't seem able to sleep unless I give it enough of a CO2 fix, which it's now craving. I need the calming response. There's a strong self perpetuating cycle with this. Someone else will be able to explain it.
(That's nice that you keep bees, too. We're going to be getting a flow hive soon. I'm really excited to try out that innovation.)
Thanks for this post Sheila. I feel like you really get what is happening for me. It's bigger than just the breathing. But all the pieces that I put in place before, were not able to fully function or express themselves, because I was working so hard at breathing the wrong way for so long. It is staggering how little shifts in breathing are causing this avalanche of things to fall into place. I'm sure that I'm not the only one out there, who has been unintentionally working hard to breath nice and deep. "Take a deep breath and oxygenate your body as much as possible," I feel like this myth is so widespread that it didn't occur to me to even question it.@Heidi
I am delighted you started this thread and are seeing such progress. As excited as I am about the potential for CO2 improvements, I doubt, with respect, that all your problems were CO2 deficiency. Could not the high degree of positive response you are experiencing also be because of the extensive work you have done on your health already, allowing CO2 to exert more potential quicker than in most? Your previous work suggests you have drive, motivation and persistence and now an intuitive understanding that allows for experimentation rather than following instructions per se. Many people, on different parts of their self-discovery journey, do not (for various reasons) have such a skill set and so even if reduced breathing, both the science and the exercises are explained to them, they do not do it, or persist, or see the value for them at least, at that point.
I saw this by Jacob Riis recently and perhaps it bears reiteration here:
"When nothing seems to help, I go and look at a stonecutter hammering away at his rock perhaps a hundred times without as much as a crack showing in it. Yet at the hundred and first blow it will split in two, and I know it was not that blow that did it, but all that had gone before."
So, congratulations for the hard work you have put in before you found the CO2 piece of the puzzle, and for writing to share your journey here and starting this fascinating thread off.
You may have read in Dr Rakhimov's breathing retraining manual (short free version p. 29)
"3.5 Other hypocapnia-related abnormalities
Among other effects of CO2 deficiency are:
- abnormal excitability and irritability of nerve cells (e.g., Brown, 1953; Krnjevic, 1965; Balestrino &
Somjen, 1988; Huttunen et al, 1999);
- irritable state of muscles (muscular tension) (Brown, 1953; Hudlicka, 1973);"
and I think it relates to your new found muscular freedom perfectly.
I am fascinated with your lessened reaction to bee-stings, essentially lowered chemical reactivity which, to my way of thinking is immediately metabolic improvement. (Most hypothyroid/lowered metabolism people have heightened, in some cases vastly heightened sensitivity to chemicals, noises, most external triggers).
So great observations thanks, particularly interesting for me as we also have bees.
Sincerely,
Sheila
(That's nice that you keep bees, too. We're going to be getting a flow hive soon. I'm really excited to try out that innovation.)