I am sick of the relentless anhedonia, depersonalisation and anhedonia caused by taking antidepressants and tricyclics. I feel/see my heart 24/7, can't feel my stomach...
I have tried countless supplements and the only time it let up was when I stopped taking amitriptyline and I experienced a window for 3/4 days. I would kill to know why this was.
I just don't understand why the receptors will not return to normal as I've been off all meds for 4 years. It's my understanding that protein kinases such as PKC control phosphorylation and receptor sensitisation. Therefore I am wondering if a phosphorylation imbalance is the reason for desensitized receptors.
I'll be frank I have no interest in any of this stuff and it bores me to tears but I just want to fix this awful depersonalisation and dysautonomia so badly because I can't function.
I have high serotonin in my NT test and the other NTs are low but I've took so many cofactors and nothing works.
One thing I will say is I believe my issues could be related to the extracellular matrix and matrix metalloproteinase 9. Because all the drugs I took affect this and I got lichen planus at the exact same time I got anhedonia
I have tried countless supplements and the only time it let up was when I stopped taking amitriptyline and I experienced a window for 3/4 days. I would kill to know why this was.
I just don't understand why the receptors will not return to normal as I've been off all meds for 4 years. It's my understanding that protein kinases such as PKC control phosphorylation and receptor sensitisation. Therefore I am wondering if a phosphorylation imbalance is the reason for desensitized receptors.
I'll be frank I have no interest in any of this stuff and it bores me to tears but I just want to fix this awful depersonalisation and dysautonomia so badly because I can't function.
I have high serotonin in my NT test and the other NTs are low but I've took so many cofactors and nothing works.
One thing I will say is I believe my issues could be related to the extracellular matrix and matrix metalloproteinase 9. Because all the drugs I took affect this and I got lichen planus at the exact same time I got anhedonia